The last few weeks my activity was low because I've been having computer problems. More here:
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I am no longer a welcome member of SMS. Is it just me or is this entire fandom infected with some sort of virus that causes anti-social personality disorders. Why is it that so many who know things are no good are so determined to supress anyone who is actually going to fix it? Why does my fandom keep biting the hand that feeds it? And what's up with how I'm being constantly being accused of shoving things down the throat of the others? How many times and how many ways can I possibly prove that this is false? I'm not trying to destroy the other universes and anyone who in not interested in my cause could have done anything else in the world they wanted to, but instead chose to harass me, and yet I get the punishment THEY deserve. I have no idea how this can be considered justice. Do these people have to have a restraining order to keep them from doing things they don't even want to? And id you ever for once think that your right to swing your nose ends where the other person's fist begins? That's right, it works both ways. Never before have I been part of a fandom that has bombarded me with so much illogic. And no, my problem is not with everyone, just the ones who have the most power, and power corrupts. And yet everyone else thinks I'm talking about EVERYONE. It saddens me that they cannot make that distinction. So how do you know I am the one with the problem and not YOU?

And there's plenty of other things I could go on about but if you're thinking I should leave the fandom, that's the coward's way out. I'm not going anywhere. These people have twisted my words, mocked my effrots to persue my convictions, locked my topics, terminated my account, and nearly broke my spirit. You may as well elongate my limbs on the rack or brand me as a heritic and say I'm going to hell. But here is one thing you can't do, you will never silence me, so you may as well stop attempting to right now. So here's what I'm going to do, I'm going to create my own place to end this cancer of force-fed hopelessness. It will be called the Reborn Sonic Fandom. It will serve as a launch point for the journey we all should have taken years ago. And if not, then you have nobody but yourself to blame.
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Onto the next topic, the King of Pop just died, but you already knew that. However, I think it's how his father Joe Jackson raised him that caused him to become the "freak" he was in the last years of his life. If you were raised by this monster you would probably turn out the way Michael did. Joe treated his son like a cash-cow and never allowed him to have a childhood, amongst other terrible things. That's why MJ did all of the plastic surgery and bleached his skin so he wouldn't even look like his father just to keep the memories buried. And for a time I thought this had something to do whith what killed him.

Finally, this saturday I'm headed for London for roughly a week. I never realized how much history this island contained. But there once existed a time when this was the heart of the mightiest empire on earth. London is basically Boston, New York, and Washington DC all combined, and there is so much to do there. Also, the UK seems to be home of some of the coolest people meanest jerks I've ever met online. Some of them I'd gladly meet if I were not so busy there but some of them I'm afraid they'd smash my face in with a brick!

So there it is. Oh and if you're going to complain about how my journal was too long, then why bother to read it? And why waste more time trying to complain about it?